things are super good right now.
like..i actually feel like my life is in order,

school is okay,
i signed up for my SATS,
i'm taking SAT classes,
i got a job,
i'm joining the gym again,
my birthday's in 15 days,
i start field hockey again soon,
& my friends are amazing.

i decided to update,
basically my life has been amazing.
been spening pretty much all my time with mike, bart & jessi.

partying, chillin, laughing, everything. i love all my friends.

my birthday's in 20 days!

things are good,

friends are good,

partyin' is good,

life is good.

license=32 days.

sorry to eveyone i've been a complete bitch to the last few days/weeks.

i do know who my friends are. & i'm sorry for making anyone feel like they're not my friend.

there's just more stuff going on in my life that i need not mention or here,

or that i really feel that anyone needs to know/would understand.

i can't wait to grow up. get out of high ( Read more... )

i have no clue who my friends are.

i have no clue who i am.

& i'm crying like a little kid.

i want everything to go back to normal, but i forgot what normal is.

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i just realized that exactly one year ago my best friend tried commiting suicide, ended up in a hospital for weeks, & rehab for months. & a few hours prior to that, we were doing whip-its in some druggie's attic.

she's home now, & she's "fine". & we're really not that close anymore which is fine i guess.

i'm looking back, & i feel like..there's ( Read more... )

i'm basically over it already. i realized the only reason i kept bryan around was because i liked the attention.

i mean, it was awesome. he would tell me everything i ever wanted to hear. but then again, he was telling other girls the same thing. i guess i just fell for it, but whatever. i hardly even liked him.

he's super creepy tho. he showed up ( Read more... )

lolz! so remember the kid i was like 'dating' & together with who said he loves me & wants to spend the rest of his life with me...

yeahh; he has a girlfriend now apparently. & it's not me.

today during my history class i watched 2 friends of mine snort lines of coke off their binders,

then asked me if i wanteda line or two, i left the room almost in tears.

does anyone else see a problem here???