there is a very peculiar knocking at my door that night just before i slip under white satin sheets and rest my head. i dismiss it for a moment as my cat, thumbalina, batting at something against the door. but it continues, almost with a painful urgency that i cannot ignore any longer. and so i move towards it, disregarding the possibility of ( Read more... )

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Snow fell as I tamed my headache. Weather like this always gave me horrible headaches that wouldn't leave. I ran my hands over my forehead, moaning and closing my eyes. It was the fridgid cold that I couldn't handle. I spent more days inside during winter than any other season. And it was usually because I had a headache ( Read more... )

born of

I came from the salt of the ocean

Crystallizing

And singing rhymes

I was born from a poem

Written by a seashell

Four hundred and fourteen times

my name is

my real name is nowhere

yesterday--keeper of the lie

and then the next day stumbling

dreaming my name was outspoken.

I updated MY WEBSITE this morning, and I KINDLY BEG you to go take a look & gimme some feedback! Also lots of new stuff posted. Thaaaaaaaanks!

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i'm making a zine (AGAIN! except imma finish this one) right now...unnamed...email me if you wish to contribute (to issue #2). i really like what i have so far. here are a few pictures that i took tonite that might be included. the first is me. the second is my collection of shoes. i'm missing one, actually. haha. oh, and the third is definately ( Read more... )

i'm horribly behind, my storyline sucks, and it's all jumbled up. and yet i post it anyway ( Read more... )