i haven't gotten high in years.

i can't remember the last time i didn't have the taste of medicine in my mouth.

i'm the broken toy that for some reason is being saved.

on average i spend 20 hours a day in bed.

i:

1 - read a lot of comics. mostly (90%) independent.
2 - play video games. mostly rpgs.
3 - listen to radio shows done by friends.
4 - watch tv. currently i'm hooked on longmire, halt and catch fire, quarry and kingdom.
5 - watch porn. current object of lust yhivi.

anything to distract my brain.

yesterday night was really bad.

i suppose need to get ready for it.

just'cause.it's bad now doesn't mean it wasn't waaaaaaay worse before.

eating: well I'm paralyzed from the neck down, so i need someone to prepare my meals and then feed me. try eating while not only having someone you don't particularly like, or want to be around, starring at you while feeding you at arms length. then add to that, that the meal service i'm currently using (casalinga (the third one I've used (meals on ( Read more... )

paralyzed from the neck down. all my typing is done w/a stick i hold in my mouth. my voice is almost gone. now i just wait and want for this to be done.

hey there,
not dead yet.

how 'bout you?

been reading old journal entries.
missing me.

btw,
http://www.tumblr.com/blog/edblakethings

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i like you more than soda crackers.

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