its official- i am now living in Alumni quadrangle in Watson 624 with Shelley and Hannah and I LOVE IT!!!! yay i feel so much better already :)

so amidst all the stress i have from having to do work for 7 insanely hard classes all of the time (organic, micro, physics and psych 2) somethings are still able to completely make my days, week, months year and whatever. the past few weeks have really sucked. my advisor told me that because i am a transfer my odds at getting into the pharmacy ( Read more... )

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this week has been the longest ever. i spent the entire day on sunday doing physics homework, physics postlab and physics pre-lab. i am really starting to resent the time this class is consuming. THEN sunday night and all day monday i spent studying organic. ONE exam down 3 to go. i have been so absolutely busy with school there is hardly time for ( Read more... )

today = suck. its only been three weeks since school started and i cant think of a single day that i havent spend doing physics/worrying about physics/ slacking on other class work do attempt physics, or getting help with physics. this class is going to be the death of me i swear. i have so much work in all my classes actually. and today i got to ( Read more... )

i think i'm lonely.

sometimes things just arent as ok as you'd like. i think i am gunna fail all my classes. and nobody will help me with donating to the breast cancer research fund. since yesterday, i have been eating snacks. all. the. time. i'm falling apart...

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you know what- p.s.

i may not like who i am, but nomatter what, i'm not changing to be somebody or something for somebody else. not again. not this time. this time things are gunna be for me.

sometimes its just easier to hate yourself than to do anything about it. i dont know what i want. i probably never will. and i know for sure that nobody will accept me for who i am until i accept myself. i'm just not there yet... this is a train headed nowhere at full speed, and all i have to say is FUCK.