so yesterday was loni and Davids wedding. it was kinda weird. really small and not too classy, i hope that mine is a lot more extravagant than that. oh well. anyway guess who i saw there! Brian Schmidt. his brother was the best man. who knew this was such a small world. anyway Brian and I danced and talked a lot and i had a really good time. hes a ( Read more... )

Say Anything last night = fucking amazing. theres really no other way to describe it. It was so much fun with tayler and dj and laura and sara and jimmy and erin and mark. total blast. after the concert i got homefries. they were good, well maybe not that good but i was starving... lol. mark got a black eye and so we got ice at the restaurant to ( Read more... )

so i am selling some stuff on Ebay. its my new job, since i cant seem to get a real one. I am selling a bunch of my old riding stuff and some musical instrumentation and that money is going to go into the farm account to pay for my show entries this summer. Then my dad is having me sell stuff and i get 20% commission. I also called today about a ( Read more... )

ugh ok so after yesterdays less than pleasant performance at the show i am back on my feet... for the most part. my neck and back ad ass hurt pretty bad from hitting the ground. other than that i just suffered from extreme embarrassment/dissappointment/anger at the judges for not picking up on a dangerous situation and doing something about it. i ( Read more... )

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i cant stop crying and i am having a panic attack really bad. somebody please help me.

today wasnt as bad as i expected. i was up really really late with Devin and Mike last night studying for chem and then after that for psych and i woke up early to study for psych again. the group speech this morning went ok, nobody really did great infact all the groups kinda suck but if i had to say one did better than the rest it was prolly down ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow i have 2 finals and a test and i am freaking out. the first final is a group presentation and we are supposed to meet in the study lounge right now, only i am the only one here. 2 out of the 4 group members have not finished their part of the powerpoint presentation, and as group leader i asked then to have them to me by friday! its ( Read more... )

sooo i had a dream last night. and it was a really great dream about som ecertain person and it was just really sweet, BUT ofcourse, since it brought back old things that will NEVER EVER happen again it pretty just made me wish that the dream never happened and made me want to cry. going back to sleep now, lets hope theres no more dreams like that ( Read more... )

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