I fall apart, when it's all in my head ( Read more... )

Ok, back off, it isn't going to happen. I am a number 4. That means I'm committed to this. That means I will live every day of my life miserable if I have to, but I am also going to fight as hard as I can and I won't ever give in, but I'm gonna fight and look for ways to be happy. You have already lost. You can win all the battles you want but he ( Read more... )

6 months, odd to think really. It isn't all that much time but at the same time it is quite a bit. We are so different, in so many ways, but I guess we are alike in the only really important way. You have been with me for a majority of the journey now. You know what I mean. 6 months supporting me, praying for me, and just being a voice that directs ( Read more... )

Jesus, I my cross have taken, all to leave and follow Thee ( Read more... )

When is it my turn? It's like the dead leading the blind.

I refuse to get mad beacuse I'm not. That response wansn't meant to make me look good, but after rereading it I see how you got that. My apologies. Out of all the people I know I am probably the worst example of a christian. But God is sovreign, he makes the rules, not what any one of us thinks. All humans are sinful, what we think is wrong. That ( Read more... )

You know what, I have bad days like everyone else. I might just have more than you think. Sometimes life is hard, more than you know. I get so jealous of other people and the little things they worry about. I wish that my life was so good I had to worry about those little things. Another thing I'm sick of, being the "intolerant christian". Yea I'm ( Read more... )

Last Sunday a pastor at my church said something about christians struggling with somethimes doubting God. Just waking up and wondering if they are doing it all for nothing. I was sitting there thinking, I don't do that. The thought crosses my mind but never seriously. I KNOW that there is one God who created everything and that he is HOLY. I know ( Read more... )

Wow I just had an awesome experience. Out of the blue I just got the chance to help someone make the right choice. I don't know if they did, but I know I did what I could. God, is so awesome. Wow.

Thank you God for choosing to love me.
Thank you God for my Salvation.
Thank you God for creating me.
Thank you God for everything I have in this life.
Thank you Jesus, neither of us deserved what you did. (You not the death, I not the gift)

Break me.