my head hurts... done

It is said that the grass is greener on the other side of the fence. I thought about this saying and realized that buried deep within the phrase is a fundamental truth. The hue of grass is determined by the amount of nutrients in the soil. Grass which is more green was grown in abundantly rich dirt, soft, and well maintained. Is there maybe a ( Read more... )

I realized today that I don't do enough things for other people. Its' not because I'm busy, poor, or unable in any manner, I just don't put forth the effort. I really want to. It makes me so sad to think that I was meant for more. I want my friends to know how much I love them. My heart just breaks to think that one of them may pass away not ( Read more... )

"We are food for worms lads. Because believe it or not, each and every one of us in this room, is one day going to stop breathing, turn cold, and die." -captin my captin ( Read more... )

I was talking to Mallory the other night, and I realized that I sleep way too much. I sleep to escape some part of reality. The thing I hate the most about this escape, is that I don't even know what it is I am trying to get away from. The day will be half finished and I'm be asleep! My alarm will sound, and I will set it back 10 minutes at a time ( Read more... )

I was praying, and for some odd reason, God asked me to give up eating meat for a week... I'm not quite sure why yet, but I'm sure He will show me. I really don't want to be a vegitarian... Yet many of my close friends are. It is quite possible that the lord would like me to understand how they feel for a week, to better see their struggles. As did ( Read more... )

God said to me ( Read more... )

I was laying down and the Lord said "Sean, I want you to think about how powerful i really am." I opened my eyes and started to realize that an oak tree changed the coarse of my entire life. When I moved here my parents looked at many houses, they saw a specific one they liked in athens. The only problem with this house was that there was a huge ( Read more... )

Tell me, how am I worthy of receiving the gift of which Christ has given me? In what way is my wretched life worth the saving... Thats what is so beautiful, it's not. I am WORTHLESS yet christ died for me and I became priceless. Unfailing grace so sufficient there is no need for my approval. Think on this. If in order for christs sacrifice to mean ( Read more... )

So much is going on in my life right now. Between Jacob leaving the band, and Seth joining, my new job, friends, and school... I just feel like I have no time. Although I know I'm wrong. I've been praying alot and I realize that I'm not happy at my home church any longer. I'm just tired of hearing stories instead of being taught a fundamental truth ( Read more... )