I am pathetic

[in_my_reverie]

Here I am sitting in the library pretending like I am actually going to get something done. This is the never ending saga of my college career. I come here because it is quiet (for the most part), convenient, and free of distractions, OR IS IT? I get online because when people my age sit down at a computer their brain wastes no time to tell the

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[scott_y]

dear god!
it all makes sense now!

i love you amy hamilton.

[greatest_star]

bahahah...what he said. I LOVE YOU! how is everything amy hamilton?

[in_my_reverie]

I love you too! Things are going well. School is starting to get to me, but I will make it through. how is tinsel town? I hope it is all very glam (the way it should be)

[greatest_star]

yeah i know what you mean about school..and work too..i had like one of those pre-meltdown i wanna die moments at work tonight. like you dont know exactly whats wrong and you dont know what to doo..gosh ihate those.. i think its being overworked, underpaid, going to school and not auditioning at all! blah! cant wait to get my freakin headshots and get this thing going already. oh and it doesnt help that everyone here that i talk to is like "oh yeah it doesnt happen overnight you gotta get crap parts here and there and build a resume and blah blahhhh" im like DEATH. just gimmie a million dollars and ill work with renee zellwegger please thanks. meh. besides being stressed over whether i have enough money to get the essentials of life, having no social life outside of my 2 classes ( women in film and acting 1) and working when im not doing the other shit..i dunno its ok. i mean it has its moments. but i almost feel like life hasnt begun yet. like its still summer and im waiting for school to start so i can know what to do...i dunno its