family matters...riiiight

[in_mydreams]

i'm always looking for the truth in every situation. My life is screwed up like no other. I bet nobody has a mom like me. Yes, she is cool and lets me do whatever the fuck i want.  But no, i do not love her like a daughter should. I love her becuase she does a lot of things for me and i can get away with anything because she is very gullible. But I

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KAT!!

[thecrazyitalian]

Aww sweetheart I am so so sorry you are feeling like this! Every family is kind of the same...everyone wants a different family..I totally relate to the mom situation..all my friends want her but its like they have no idea...my mom doesn't let me do anything I want but she seems "cool" in other peoples eyes..I dont see it...but don't turn your back on your family..but as crazy as this may sound you will miss them..this last summer I was NEVER home and after awhile you do have like an emptyness..crazy..don't worry everything will be okay in the end
uhh we never see each other...not cool
but seriously IM me annyyytime..im online from my phone 247..IM me anytime spzdancer <333 u!!!!
<3 sam

Re: KAT!!

[in_mydreams]

it's not easy to turn your back on your family. but sometimes you just have to do what you have to do. I have to live with them so i have to deal with it. its not like im going to run away or anything its just i wish i was someplace else, living another life its just the way i feel!
but i miss you

[paris_is_near]

i love you.

[in_mydreams]

i feel you.

[apassionatekiss]

wow.. i read that whole thing and the only thing that can come out of my mouth is im sorry, and i love you. My life is pretty much the same, besides having a very good relationship with my mom, i have no dad, well i do but he lives half way across the country, and doesnt even call and if he does its on fathers day or his birthday, i cant stand the rest of my family because they are all rich snobs, me and my mom being the only down to earth, sain ones. I feel like i cant trust anyone anymore, i guess its kind of like you and ur brother. You, May, Derek, and Matt are probably the only four people i trust (knowing i tell you everything) but what im really trying to say is that you arent the only one. and its pretty amazing for all the shit we go through that we are such strong people. Kat i love you more then anything, your such an amazing girl and u dont even know it. So if you ever need to talk or call me and cry and tell me things, you know im here. always and forever. anytime of the night, you know my number. i love you sweety...

[in_mydreams]

nicole. that just made me cry. i love you to the moon and back. and i trust you with everything that i have. Everything you have done for me means the world to me. and i never want to loose you. you fucking amaze me with how you put up with all of this shit. and you are such an outstanding young lady. i just wonder what you are going to be like when you get older. i dont know if you can get any better or even any stronger. you honestly do fill this whole in my heart. and i thank you sooo fucking much.

i ♥ you.

[eyes__blurring]

you know you always have me, no matter what. you know you can call me at any hour of the day to talk or just to say hi. you know im here for you anytime you need me. thats what im here for, for you!! i love you tons! xoxoxox
<3 marissa emily!!

[in_mydreams]

marissa, seriously i have no idea where i would be if it wasnt for you.. your honestly put a smile on my face every single time i talk to you. you have helped me through so much i just hope i have done the same in return. i know sometimes i bore you with when im readin all these long conversations.. or going on and on and on about you know who.. but seriously, thanks for listening and putting up with all my boredom.
i love you sooo much
♥

im sorry

[isurfnaked]

kathryn i am so sorry i dont want u to hate me......im sorry i act so hard on u its just im trying to help mom out becasue she feels like if she iss hard on u u will move away to dads and hate her so she lets u boss her around all the time.....i didnt realize what i was doing and i am sorry i love u sooo much and i dont know what i would do without u....id probubly be alking down the street dressed like a moron.....i realize it was fucked up i told mom that stuff but i was afraid that something bad would happen.....i dont think a brother and a sister should have a relationship like this....we need to talk more and resolve our problems.....i am sooo sorry and i love u! when i get my liscence i will take u anywhere u want....even though it hurts me sometimes im glad u are friends with my frriends because u are safer with them..... i love u sooo much
and i am truly sorrry
Brendan

Re: im sorry

[in_mydreams]

show me that you are sorry brendan. you have said sorry so many times. and then every day you say shit about me in front of your friends just to act cool. well in reality your not cool at all when you act like that. that's when you look like a moron.
and what you dont understand is.. is that there is no need to be worried about me. you think i am something that i am not. and when i am with my friends i am safe. becuase i know they care about me. just please dont worry about anything. and you are right. brother and sister should not act like this. but its you who is screwing it all up.. it used to be me who didnt want to be ur "friend". but now it is you who always puts up fights with me.. its your turn to change brendan. i have already done my share.
good-bye ♥

Re: im sorry

[in_mydreams]

now I hate you more.