i feel like

Mar 15, 2004 11:38

i feel like im losing my friends. whatever. i really missed courtney and the jessicas this weekend but whatever seems like they didnt miss me. tal's my new replacement hurray. everyones at school right now im sick. i bet u no one even notices im not there. i hope their having fun with tal. whatever. i always some how end up getting replacements. ( Read more... )

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hmmm anonymous March 15 2004, 16:06:49 UTC
Dont read this comment and say man people are so mean... read this comment and say hey what can I do to change my actions......

All of your entries seem very depressing...and that's not what your whole life is, start thinking about the good such as Elias! If I were him I would feel like you were ungrateful for him.Also why are you being so jealous of everyone and them making new friends...
shouldnt you be happy for your friends??
You seem like you are never happy for anyone.. emma and davis for example
Stop feeling sorrry for yourself because you have a better life than people down in Africa and Cuba so think about how much Abercrombie you wear and everything...
Elias is a good b.f to you..
and you have friends and you are popular.
so stop being so selfish and ungrateful.......

think about it....

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evry1luvsfaris March 15 2004, 17:35:22 UTC
ally!! OMG tal could NEVER replce u. shes cool and all but shes just not YOU . you make me laugh for no reason at all and ure just one of the best people to be around. you always no wut to say and i always feel good when im around u. i hope u no that

luv u lots - jessica d

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ally?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? tollhousecookie March 15 2004, 20:05:43 UTC
why would you say that? and this morning in dr. clums class i was like.....where's ally?! lol. i really did say that and i really did miss you. so don't ever think that nobody cares about you because we do.

love ya lots...
Vanessa

lol....i was just looking at my yearbook and i looked at the back and it had......VANN- j/k
VANESSA

remember when you wrote that? lol.

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Re: ally?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? evry1luvsfaris March 15 2004, 20:27:16 UTC
i totally agree with the first person!

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Re: ally?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? rockin_my_world March 15 2004, 20:41:20 UTC
i agree too ally.
look at the bright side of things.
you will feel better.
i mean...its not like all you ever feel is despair.
Theres always happienes.
and just because your not with your friends
dosent mean that they cant have fun.
and if they have fun it dosnt mean your raplaced
im not trying to offend you.

im trying to help you.
-Kayla

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poetry_pimp March 15 2004, 21:14:10 UTC
okay ally not trying to be mean or anything, but like why did you say i was a replacment...because im not. every1 is every1s friend. you making it seem like you control every1 and they have to be with you all the time. and you have to understand that no1s gunna be with you all the time. they will be with you, but they can also hang out with other peeps 2. and ya i some wut agree with the 1st person. you dont have a bad life, your just makig it seem like you do, wen you dont. dont get me wrong or anything but i love you soo much and dont take it the wrong way because your a beautiful grl and no1 wants to see you sad and depressed all the time, which is how you always act. like wen your sad and some isnt paying attention to you or anything you get mad, but they cant just make their day feeling bad for you all the time, thats not the way it works

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hey allison! saltzburger March 15 2004, 21:16:22 UTC
hey allison,
allison hey babes its tal, listen i somehow agree with the first person 2.i know i dont no deatils and stuff about u but what i do know is that u are great friend to me and that i love u very much, and that i dont like alwayz seeing u so upset.stop looking on the dark side and start opening up and looking on the good side.

just think about it......

i love u and good luck......finding ureself

tal, im alwayz here for u no...u no that.

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fuck u in_red March 15 2004, 21:32:56 UTC
ok seriously FUCK EVERYONE RIGHT NOW!!! its not my fault im depressed u dont know fucking SHIT ABOUT MY LIFE SO BACK THE FUCK UP! u dont know if maybe im depressed because MY OWN MOTHER DIDNT WANT ME!! MAYBE CAUSE EVERYDAY AT LAUREL HALL I WAS CALLED FAT UGLY SLUT! AND CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WISHING I WOULD DIE! U DONT KNOW IF ITS CAUSE I CUT MYSELF AND IM ON ANTI DEPRESSANTS! SO BEFORE UKNOW SHIT DONT SAY IT I DONT WRITE THIS SHIT FOR U TO COMMENT FUCKERS!!!1 I WRITE IT SO THAT I HAVE SOMETHING TO RESORT TO WHEN IM DEPRESSED! and u know what i appreciate elias more than anything he saved my fucking life bitch! SO FUCK U!!!!!!!!!!! YEA I HAVE THE PERFECT LIFE ACCORDING TO U.... BUT IM DYING ON THE INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!SO FUCK U!!!!!!!!!

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Re: fuck u in_red March 16 2004, 17:12:17 UTC
Were not saying its your fault your depressed....And dont think about how you say your mother didnt want you...because you were adopted which means SOMEONE did want you....maybe something happened where you mother financially couldnt take care of you....At least you have the caring mother that you do now and your not in a foster home..!!!! did you ever think about that???!!!
Well hey guess what Allison your not at Laurel Hall anmore your at Millikan and people did call you ugly at Laurel but thats because they were mean..now people at Millikan call you pretty all the time and dont act like they dont. You could be dying on the inside like you say..but just cus you write all your feelings on the INTERNET doesnt mean we cant comment....if it's that important to you that we dont then hmmm maybe you should get a DIARY!! I think that would help....

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Re: fuck u in_red March 16 2004, 17:55:23 UTC
ok allison,
i cant see you be depressed like this! and tal is not your replacement...just because she went over there 1 day doesnt meen thsat shes your replacement!and besides why should you care? YOU WERE SICK so obviously you couldnt go over! look im not as good friends with them then you but they never invite me anywhere so you should be happy that they at at leaST invite you places! dont ever cut yourself...only attention craving people do that. and allison we already talked about your mother...my moms adopted and its not that bad...i would be sad too but at leats ur not in a foster home! and forget about laurel haul...your in millikan now not laurel hall! and you have a good life allison not a bad one...you have a bf that loves you, great friends, and great family so i wouldnt be saying all this shit! allison, im not trying to put you down and hurt your feeling (i love you) but i just think you should think about all the things you have in life and not the little things that makes you depressed.

-talia

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