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[in_the_eveningx]

freshamn yer will be shit. not the shit, but very bad. i hate i hate i haaaaaateee this. okay i need a chage, im sorry for having to type all this out but i type what i think. and i say what i think. its an annoying habbit. ive been real nervous lately and i dont know why. i have stopped caring what people think of me. i dont care one bit. i miss

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[in_the_eveningx]

i like your idea of spa day, lets make that happen. after im allowed out of the house. and i think that we need some jackbean time. i dont care much about school anymore either. that is bad. whatev, ill start trying now. i think you should go to boarding school with me. and my dad just asked me like 5 minutes ago what has happened to me, i hate when im dissapointing. and thats just what i have been lately.

its mariahhhh

[mariah1291]

sorry binaa, but hey im gonna work at new horizons, haha does that help brighten your day. see yah in english

[mariah1291]

is that what its called -new horizons. haha. IM me sometime- ohlalaxmariah

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christina im not gonna lie, i dont really know how youre feeling. but i want to try and help. i love you. and i dont want you to think that you can just make new friends. i wont let you just leave everyone behind. or at least i wont let you leave me behind. i would miss you too much. things will get better. they have to. youll be allowed to hang out with all of us again and youre parents will trust you again and thinks will be okay. its a really rough time right now and i wish i could help but i dont know how. im here for you if you ever need it. just remember that. and i will try and make your freshman year great! and christina you are a GREAT person. you have changed me a lot and im so much more comfortable just being crazy around people and being myself. i love hanging out with you anytime. i dont think ive ever been mad at you. and you cant say that you didnt have fun doing everything bad over the summer and such. so who cares now. your punishments will end and at least well have some GREAT summer memories. it was such a great

[wait_4_yestrday]

I feel helpless. Christina. Everyone loves you. We don't want you to go away, blah blah. everyone has already posted what you know. but i really want us to be life-long friends. what you told me on the bus upset me. it just puts doubts in my head, I have no idea what im doing anymore. And like you, i hate being the dissapointment. and like you and jackie, i cant get control of school. i have projects due everywhere, and gahhh. i have missed WAY too much school. i need you and i hope you need me. I understand that you are aloud to pound me into the ground whenever you feel like it, i really feel threatened by your family. I used to think they could never hate me. I just wish alex actually believed my appology. But whatever. your parents hate me as well as alex and all i have left is you. Lean on me if you need it. that sounds wicked corny but i mean it. You may not trust me or whatever that fact is, i love you and no one in your family will make me not be your freind. so whatever. your mom kills me, ill just stay away from the house.

[kissmenow__]

OK so hey bina