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. so i wrote nick an email about how much he sucks, and how we never hang out. like hes too cool for me. and for some reason.. he just poped into my head, and i said, hey nick you suck, to myself. damn postal service...i swear. :::sighs::: i wonder what he'll think of that ( Read more... )

i've realized something about being human. no matter how strong we are in our minds and our hearts, there's always room for more mistakes. dont get me wrong.. mistakes arent awful, they can be really good if you learn something from making them. its just funny how i tend to go through life and get lulled into feeling i am invincible, and then WHAM ( Read more... )

you had me at hello...

i cry everytime i see this movie..

i am fucking drnk. at the moment. i dont thi k i have ver veen this drunk in a long time. matyb ebecouase i smoke some dope meaning pot. im ast johnsds house. im drunk, im drunk, inm drunk,

i've realized something about being human. no matter how strong we are in our minds and our hearts, there's always room for more mistakes. dont get me wrong.. mistakes arent awful, they can be really good if you learn something from making them. its just funny how i tend to go through life and get lulled into feeling i am invincible, and then WHAM ( Read more... )

. so everything seems to be going alright. nothing too bad. last night elizabeth spent the night. that was cool. i just got back from adams house. he could tell that there was something wrong with me. and thats a good thing. i guess. i just wish that there wasnt something wrong with me. he asked me what was up. i didnt know what to say. i just had ( Read more... )

. ive been drunk and/or high for the past week. the only time i didnt do anything was last night. i feel like SHIT. what the hell is wrong with me im better than this! i really am. i deserve better too. maybe not at the moment. i just wish there was someone out there that knew what i was going through and would like to help me. but it looks like im ( Read more... )

. YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE? i hate when your super hungry, and your stuck inside... and you find no food in the house. but you keep staring at the refrigarator like food is going to magically appear. or when you opening the same cabinents over and over again, just to get disapointed again. why am i always hungry ( Read more... )

. im going to catch an emotional ee-moan-ya (i never was good at spelling).

.one day im super.. and then next, im lying on the floor face down listening to pink floyd. i need to stay happy. or stay something.

. my throat hurts.

. blah.