mother fucker.

i killed my computer.

i dont know what to do with my life anymore.
yeah.

STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

often we do not realize that the moment when we try to make something happen, the pain begins.

if we would see things as perfectly fine, just the way they are, no matter what they are, we might realize we are fine too.

im cool

heyyyyyy

i wish it werent human nature to be influenced in negative ways.

i feel very emotional today.

today might have been the last lax game for this year.
it was amazing.
and SO WAS THE BBQ after =]
i love the lax team <333333
ESPECIALLY SHANEY ;)

i feel like throwing so many things away.

i feel horrible. i am so sick.

BUT this weekend is being fun still.
last night was cool and so was today.
i just need sleep and i need my sickness to go away.

shaney is coming over to take care of me <333333333333