hatred.

[in_thedeep]

anorexia was so much easier.
id focus on how to avoid food, feel empowered when i did and watch the numbers drop.
and thats it. sure the starving hurt, but it was better than emotional pain.
bulimia is a whole different story.
of both physical and emotional pain.
which lasts longer this time around.
its only been a month, and ive fallen into addiction.

Comments

[thinisinx3]

woww ; i tottally aqreee . smfhh ; bulimia hurts . ivee tried it many times , but i have never did it so much that blood came outt . . i know its painful ; but you must fight it . youu can make it , WE can make it before its too latee . bkuss once its to late , there is no turning back . bulimia can kill you faster then anorexia can .. im not telling you to go back to anorexia but bulimia is dangerous , as you may know . i understand its addictivee ; ive been through that =/ ; but , wud you rather be skinny , or lose your life ?

[catherine_mo]

Hi, im not too sure why im writing this comment right now. I just felt I had to. I guess its because what i read here touched me so much. Your blog really is an insight into your mind. You write so well. Is that something you ever thought of as a career? Rarely have i read something that made me feel this way. Even though what you wrote is very dark, i see light coming out of it. I dont know why but for some reason I know you have a bright future. Plz don't think im crazy but i will be keeping you in my prayers. Luv. Catherine