So, I've been really busy lately and havnt updated in a while so i figured i would. I've just been hanging out with people here and there which of course is always fun. I went to Keatings going away party sometime last week? :P It's sad, me and him just got close this year and had alot of fun times...im really gonna miss him :'( Umm I also went to ( Read more... )

Things suck really bad right now. Im so confused about everything going on and i dont know what i want or who to even listen to. People piss me off so much i cant deal with it anymore! but whatever, other then that summer has been ok. Ive been hanging out with people alot and haveing some crazy times ;) I really want school to start cause im just ( Read more... )

So...nothing has really been happening lately. Just enjoying the summer and hanging out with as many people as I can. It kinda sux that a lot of people are going on vacation in the next couple weeks and i wont have anyone to hang out but its ok, ill make do :P I wish i was going to Disney this year, I miss not going every year lol. Last night I had ( Read more... )

So i went to my first DAVE concert last night!! and damn was it fun! ...it was such a crazy night, from the ride up there, to the tailgating and meeting a bunch of people, jumping the fence and getting really good seats center stage so we could see everything, and to the tailgating after the concert which was prob the best part of all, and the ride ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel like I have no one.

Except for the select few.

I can't trust anyone.

Not even people I thought I could tell anything to.

I miss him.

He doesn't care.

I still do, alot.

I need to move on and forget.

Just like him.

But it's not easy.

How is it so easy for him?

Oh well, sucks for me.

I need to change.

I'm sick ( Read more... )

It's amazing how one person can change the way you act and feel towards yourself and towards others. You just dont care about doing anything, except being with them. Not really depressed but wanting nothing else, like nothing else in the world matters anymore. And when that persons gone, it only gets worse. All you do is think about them and how ( Read more... )

Soo...Summers here! =D I'm glad, i really needed a break from school. I havnt really been up to much lately, the last day of school some ppl came over, then i went to lisas with her and evelyn...then julie and kendra came over my house later that night :) so for the most part that was a fun day. Weds i just relaxed and went out that night which was ( Read more... )

So the beginning of the week kinda sucked. I had my mind on a lot of things but talking to my friends (especially you tracy, thanx sm for everything, im here for you too! ly) and realizing it was for the best made the end of the week alot better :) I hung out with some ppl last night and today i just relaxed, tanned and went for a little swim :P ( Read more... )

Took this from Lisab :P ( Read more... )

Everything was going so good, i felt so happy and life was just great. But for some reason im just not meant to be happy for a long time...the purpose of my life is to be miserable, and well, thats what im going to be i guess. I dont know what's wrong with me, well actually i know theres alot of things wrong with me, and im sorry im not good enough ( Read more... )