confession: i have always had a gimongous crush on you. like an i-want-to-fuck-you-from-dusk-til-dawn-and-you-are-ridiculously-gorgeous-i-can't -get-enough-of-staring-at-you crush.
sometimes i stand on top of buildings and wonder what it would be like to jump off. Not because I'm suicidal, and not because I want to die...but there's an inexplicable pull towards tall buildings/subway tracks. The intense fear of falling, knowing you're going to die, perhaps, makes you feel more alive.
Sometimes I lie about stupid, small things that don't matter. Then I wonder later why I did it.
I like getting beat up and pushed around during sex. I want to have nice romantic sex, but I usually can't get turned on by sweetness and kindness, only violence and mistrust. It really REALLY freaks me out.
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sometimes i stand on top of buildings and wonder what it would be like to jump off. Not because I'm suicidal, and not because I want to die...but there's an inexplicable pull towards tall buildings/subway tracks. The intense fear of falling, knowing you're going to die, perhaps, makes you feel more alive.
Sometimes I lie about stupid, small things that don't matter. Then I wonder later why I did it.
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incense reminds me of your room in 71
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