I would like to stay, if you will have me. Whatever you feel is best for you. ♥ I want you to know, though, that I care very much about you and want nothing but happiness and health for you... and the ability to be open & honest & comfortable in your own journal. Let the real Aulii shine through! Hugs.
I get very offended when people take me off their list. I'm sorry this happened to you. I'm proud of you for handling it well. I, on the other hand, freak out and upfront the person about it as polite as possible basically looking for an explanation.
I'm hypersensitive and I get hurt easily about anything, and it took awhile before I could respond to things like this in a healthy manner! Er, but now I wrote out this long comment about the history of how I went from internalizing it to exploding about it... and why I deal with it the way I do now... but then I realized something I hadn't before. And I'm upset. Hahaha. This is so vague, I know. I just realized I'd thought I was doing the right thing (not with this, but another incident not even on LJ)... but I should have done something differently that could have been even more self-respectful and... ugh. But now I think it's too late. Well, maybe not. OMG Shutting up.
Although I don't read as much as I'd like of you (school eats up my time!) I'd of course still love to stay. You are so full of wonder and insight <3 <3
Don't worry about how often you can and can't read, I just want to make sure people feel some sort of connection with me with whatever pieces of my journal and words they are exposed to.
Oh yeah, I forgot you're still in highschool! I was like, "why isn't she on break"? You're like a college girl in my eyes already...
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Whatever you feel is best for you. ♥
I want you to know, though, that I care very much about you and want nothing but happiness and health for you... and the ability to be open & honest & comfortable in your own journal. Let the real Aulii shine through! Hugs.
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I get very offended when people take me off their list. I'm sorry this happened to you. I'm proud of you for handling it well. I, on the other hand, freak out and upfront the person about it as polite as possible basically looking for an explanation.
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I'm hypersensitive and I get hurt easily about anything, and it took awhile before I could respond to things like this in a healthy manner! Er, but now I wrote out this long comment about the history of how I went from internalizing it to exploding about it... and why I deal with it the way I do now... but then I realized something I hadn't before. And I'm upset. Hahaha. This is so vague, I know. I just realized I'd thought I was doing the right thing (not with this, but another incident not even on LJ)... but I should have done something differently that could have been even more self-respectful and... ugh. But now I think it's too late. Well, maybe not. OMG Shutting up.
Anyway :D :D
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Oh yeah, I forgot you're still in highschool! I was like, "why isn't she on break"? You're like a college girl in my eyes already...
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