1 thing on my mind. and i'm so determined.

keep positive. keep moving forward.

been sleeping a lot lately. and the worst part is it hasn't been well. restless sleep. bad dreams. i'm pretty sure i've been flailing around in my sleep too.

it's almost like i sleep to correct whats wrong in my dreams so i can sleep well again.

i'm fucking foolish.

"give me one reason to trust you" she said, and i replied ( Read more... )

everything is fucked!

not really though. i'm fucking awesome.

got drunk tonight for the first time in a while. went drinking w/ my dad and step mom. had some fun, but only reelie reminded me that drunk people are crazy/unpredictable ( Read more... )

"aw richard you're killin me!' oh yea? sorry it had to happen to a nice guy like that. but honestly, you're killin me. 9 hours this week(oh yea, this is work related.)?! after 30 last week?! YOU are killin ME. how the fuck am i going to pay off my fines? pay off my billz? and you all act like it isn't even a problem. so this week is 2nd job (new ( Read more... )

feelin great

i was going to post a long rant to put down the rest of the world and make myself feel better for not being like them. made me feel no better than them though for having to do essentially what they did to make me feel this way and themselves feel good ( Read more... )

people don't get why i don't get people.

makes sense i guess.

i'm gonna solve all these goddamn problems