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Nov 08, 2004 11:00

Nothing.. I am nothing, there is nothing, no words, no happiness, no feeling, no love! What do I got? I got sarrow, I got a gap in myself, I got hate, I got pain. I can't sleep I can't think I can't go on like this. My parents have to put me to sleep. My mom had to hypotize me last night so I would stop crying and stop hurting myself. I feel.. ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 9 2004, 08:42:34 UTC

Hey Honey ( ... )

anonymous November 9 2004, 08:56:53 UTC

Hey honey,
im okay we can talk through gmail. dont feel so lonely, because honey im still here, i love you so much and you mean the world to me. marry me hehe. marry me marry me marry me, and according to that one movie we are married....did you tell my parents about gmail. oh and i might be able to see you in dec. if im good. at your dads or at your moms? k post back love lots
tori
im yours and only yours always and forever
can we be closed yet

inadeepsleep November 9 2004, 09:11:25 UTC

Hey.. I'll work at making my Lj friends only tonight while I am working on Jordan's new lj. I love you so much and I am really happy that you are ok. I am fine now so don't worry about my weird rants from the weekend I just flipped out. My tech teacher thinks I am crazy cuz I am wearing sun glasses. I LOVE MY SUN GLASSES!! hehe Your amazing I love you so much. If you want to be closed book that totally fine. I think I can control myself around my friends. Not a big deal. I love you so so so much. I was going to go see you in the hospital.. I made a plan with sandy but then we got to the point that we had no idea where it was and if we could get in so that sucked. -_- eh all is well now so I am very very glad you are ok. GUESS WHAT!!! my mom actaully considered us to be "together"! I was surprised! Though I don't like that she considers me "gay" I am just happy everything getting better. You need to take care of yourself and get back on track! I love you sooo soo soooooo much! I didnt tell them about gmail so yea we can use that.. AND ( ... )

inadeepsleep November 9 2004, 11:04:26 UTC

lets just talk back and forth through gmail. is that okay? love you lots. can i make you lj friends only. i think i know how.

inadeepsleep November 11 2004, 07:31:21 UTC

Hey beautiful
how's life? life is really okay here. anyways, I HATE MEN. i just decided that, just so you know. hopefully youll have your lazy bum out of bed. remember between 10:15 and 11 is when you should be looking for to be on GMAIL. im not sure if i can be on aim today. im like in the middle of emailing you on gmail, typing my art paper and posting here. so im going to be done, when is jordans new lj going to be done and what is it?
love you with all my heart,
your tori

inadeepsleep November 15 2004, 08:51:10 UTC

Hey Honey,
How are you? I'm wonderful. I just noticed that you haven't up dated since I got out of the hospital, maybe its time to update again? I sent you a birthday card. Don't open it until tomorrow and you should check your email hehe.
Love lots,
tori