Sometimes I wonder if I should see a therapist ( Read more... )

So tomorrow will be 2 weeks since we mutually decided to cut communication altogether. I'll have to say that sadly it is for the better. It's easier on me, and more than likely easier on her. Not that I want it to be easier on her, but I do ( Read more... )

So anyway, I'm still depressed. And sitting at home all the fucking time isn't helping. So I try and go out. Easier said than done! A realization that one needs friends to go out successfully. And friends I do not have ( Read more... )

I let go. 100%, finally, no longer speaking/texting/emailing/messaging/myspacing, let go. I wrote my final paragraphs and spoke my final words. It is over, friends, but friends that do not speak ( Read more... )

I've hurt others, others hurt me, others hurt others. Hope is supposed to hold us up. But I lost hope a long time ago, before all this started, and now I am forced to find it out of nowhere ( Read more... )

I have a strange ability. For as long as I can remember, people have always come to me to vent there frustrations of the world. So was born "The worlds ear." And I was good at it. I, unlike many, (see previous post about listening) am a damn good listener. My abilities of remembering everything have dwindled due to haveing a lot on my mind, and ( Read more... )

Getting up to 90mph is pretty easy ( Read more... )

So I just pulled an all nighter with my awesome buddy Laura. We sat around and talked at Denny's till 8:30 this morning. It was great, and Laura is very much someone I wish I could hang out with more. We talked a lot, never really stopping, and by the end of it my throat was getting hoarse and I think her's might have been as well. And she had to ( Read more... )

I hate that window she used to sneak in and out of ( Read more... )