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Jun 06, 2004 03:10

After reading the livejournals tonight for the second time...I see what is really happening. Things are not all right, now. They aren't all right for anyone. Everyone is pissed at me or wants to hate me because I was given a choice and made a decision. I DON'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. FUCK! I WILL ALWAYS BE WRONG NO MATTER HOW RIGHT IT FEELS TO ME OR IF ( Read more... )

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Personally... thesaint14350 June 7 2004, 11:52:38 UTC
I support following your heart. I know how difficult that can be. I've gone through more than my share of pain, and I definitely can understand. All we are required to do is minimize the damage we do to others by being upfront about our situation. It is up to them to deal with it as best as they can. The sadness goes away Amy, and I'd like you to be around when that happens. If you want to talk...I'll be here. Just let me know.

*love*
Jason

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Re: Personally... inaspectraworld June 7 2004, 15:14:18 UTC
Thank you Jason. I'm glad that someone sees that. I have done all that I can to avoid pain in this situation for others, but it's a difficult time for certain people right now. All that I can and have been doing is try to be there and be upfront and honest. I don't lie. I am one of the most honest people you will ever meet, and most likely one of the most blunt. I never wanted to lead him on and I honestly don't believe that I did. I did what he asked me, which was to follow my heart and to do what I believed would make me happy. He understands all of my reasons, now and he is getting happier and happier by the day with his own situation. He is my best friend and I have done everything that a best friend should. I have always respected and appreciated him.

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Re: Personally... screwthename June 8 2004, 10:41:57 UTC
and it makes me happy to know that you have followed your heart and done what makes you happy. i hope you enjoy the cd pebs.

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Re: Personally... inaspectraworld June 8 2004, 11:55:29 UTC
:-) I love it, Andy. Thank you for doing that. I do like that song that you have on your livejournal 4 times. *winks*

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thesaint14350 June 7 2004, 17:53:00 UTC
I'm sure everything will be just as it should be.

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