geeez i read through the whole thing. i could relate to some of the things you wished for him to feel. i felt that with darwin after we broke up. but the bitterness took it's toll on me and i soon wished him to feel the pain i felt in all of my heart for the last year of our relationship. the only thing i can tell you is 'your heart will heal' my step-dad was the one that actually gave me that advice. he told me that i'm still young and whenever i started hurting over deeds done and him then i should just say to myself 'my heart will heal.' it sounded stupid at first and i was skeptical, but honestly, it worked. i hope you feel better and you find the strength to move on, but until then just know that i'm here rooting for you. and if you need anyone to talk to about anything, i'm here. love you <33
you've said what i've always wanted to say but never had the words or the voice or the strength or the timing because i was always crying and crying and crying in a ball in a corner. an bravo to you for being able to move on.
Condolences.
anonymous
March 13 2004, 12:18:12 UTC
What a deluge of emotion. Obviously you poured your heart and soul into this relationship and your actions were not appreciated/returned even if perhaps the feelings underneath were. Reading between the lines, I see a breakdown of communication.. Even if y'all were hearing each other, were the both of you listening? Not just to words, but to actions as well. And perhaps he didn't know how to express his feelings in the right way. It seems as if now you're feeling it's "too little too late
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I'm sorry that this had to happen to you, and that things did not turn out better. From the looks of it, something precious was lost, and I feel your pain. Mayhaps next time, life will be kinder, but it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all.
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you've said what i've always wanted to say but never had the words or the voice or the strength or the timing because i was always crying and crying and crying in a ball in a corner. an bravo to you for being able to move on.
and you chose britney spears! yay. i like her :)
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