Disgust, Optimism, Hateful Anger, and Hopefulness

[incomplet_]

I'm having one of those dilemmas again. Actually I'm having more than one, more like three, all at once. But the one that's probably relevant to you is the one that involves you and is the one I'll tell you about

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[b_bbl_s]

I think your wonderful
well I dont know you as well as I used to when we were in school, but I knew you for a while during primary and high school and I always respected you and thought you were great, even if it didnt always seem that way.
I would love to see you again

[antzpantz]

Here is my honest opinion.

I wish you could stop telling yourself that things "aren't real", because that's not going to resolve anything. See that they *are* real, and do your utmost to fix it. And if you can't fix it, try fixing yourself.

You push on too much. You're going to burst, probably more so than now.

The problem seems very real, so I suggest doing something about it.

[pothv]

If you want support, ask for it. Don't expect it, but do ask.

We who can give will give.

I support you. You are wonderfull. You are a wonder. You rock. You are nice.

You are worth while.

You are worth knowing.

You are beautifull.

[plasticpash]

I don't know you, but I can relate to those feeling I think having been through a bit of a rough patch myself as of late.

I suppose the one thing that I have learnt (the hard way) is that time does indeed make things more bearable, that there is good in most things whether it is obvious or not, and that the way through the hard times is to do things that you enjoy...and do them JUST for you.

I often find a new experience helps too, doing something that I have never done before.

*shrugs*

If I could hug you, I would :)

[ataxi]

I don't know you, but you're an interesting poster. My assumption is that you're either a clever person or a cleverer ruse ;-)

"why doesn't the rest of the world share my values of acceptance and compassion and forgiveness and shit"

Good question. I don't believe in any of that and I couldn't tell you why exactly. I think it's partly because I'm coming to think my "values" don't really exist in practical scenarios. In some instances I'll be compassionate and forgiving, and in others I'll be obstinately cruel and sulky.

As I get a bit older (27 at the minute) I notice my emotions creep up on me quite slowly ... sometimes so slowly I'm not aware that I'm having shifted feelings until several weeks have passed by. It's very unlike the kind of tempest you're experiencing, but I'm finding it scarier than I used to find sudden breaks of depression or anger.