Ramblings.

[incontrol]

Well I told myself I would try to write daily.. it is hard.. I don't have much to write about. I love talking about my slave.. but I don't have a slave to talk about so all i can talk about is my fantasy I guess.. I feel like a has been.. an over the hill Dom, to old for anyone to desire with to many complications in my life. Very few of my, once

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I really understand your position as far as wannabees go

[andpersonal]

Sir, as a subhuman by nature, I have experienced nothing positive online. Everyone seems to want this or that but, when those of us who are for real have what they desire, they coward out with crystal clear lame excuses. I will be going off line in approximately 3 months from now after my contract runs out. Thanks to these fraudulent people, the net experience isn't what it's cracked up to be for myself

Re: I really understand your position as far as wannabees go

[incontrol]

would love to talk to you.. maybe we can help each other.. my email is incontrol@myway.com and you can often find me on icq #160128171. I am looking for a slave and you are looking for an owner.. lets talk.

Re: I really understand your position as far as wannabees go

[incontrol]

contact me.. let's talk..

[itsjustmejc]

I e-mailed and tried to stay in touch, but you were unapproachable. I do take offense to your saying that none of your "once" online friends cared or wrote.

I've always been outspoken and always will be.
For what it's worth, I wish you the best in your search and I also wish you a Merry Christmas.

Take care and smile.
Jackie

[incontrol]

Jackie.. i have always considered you a friend.. sorry if you took what I said to personal.. and you are always welcome to write me at my email i will try to anser..

Hello

[l_angelique]

i just wanted to say i have enjoyed reading Your journal and i wish You much happiness in luck in life. i am a full time sub with a Dom in town and one out of town. i don't make much reference to it in my journal here, but i have another journal that talks about my relationship with my in town Dom. Anyway. Good luck to You, Sir.

~angel~

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[incontrol]

Thanks for your kind words.. I feel it difficult to write much.. maybe things will change in the future. I would like to get back to writing in the journal but I must feel imspired to do so..Sounds like you are doing well.

Re: Hello

[l_angelique]

Inspiration strikes when we least expect it to do so. *smiles* Sometimes all it takes is a little spark.

Re: Hello

[incontrol]

This is true.. if you have icq my # is 160128171 and I am online now.. love to chat with you..