I desire to be involved so much in the lifestyle that I almost hurt inside. I long for the affection an devotion of a true slave to a Master. I know for some that probably sounds complety sick and very selfish and concedded. All I can say is I am sorry, but it is how I feel. I have discovered within myself also a strong desire to be owned. I never ( Read more... )

I am going to start posting again. .just for my own amusement.. I am sure most readers of my journal have long given up on me.. I have such a strong need for a slave that I felt maybe just talking about it in my journal would help.. What I intend to do is talk about my wants and desires from a slave.. I am an idealist and realize that what I want ( Read more... )

Just wanted to tell everyone that I am alive and my bdsm life is none existant.. so it sucks.. or maybe it lacks sucking.. what ever..

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Most of you know I have moved and am involved in a lot of study with my new assignment. However,I am online ocassionally during the day on ICQ only. My ICQ # is 160128171 and would love to chat with my old friends or new.. I love BDSM and D/s but any other topic is fine also..

New home, new city, new state.. no D/s life..

oh well.

Does anyone Care..

just curious.

this will be my last post for long time.. maybe for good.. I have stopped coming here much.. and certainly don't have anything worthwhile to write here.. this journal of mine was started a long time ago to talk about d/s bdsm lifestyle and experiences i have had over 30 yrs in. it.. but I have grown cinical and bitter it seems and there is no joy ( Read more... )

well I am back in the office again.. 6 weeks out because of surgery on foot.. cast on it and couldn't walk or drive.. They had to fuse the joint on my big toe.. I got the cast off day before thanksgiving but there is still a lot of swelling and can't get a shoe on but can wear a funky walking shoe and hobble around ( Read more... )

my pet and I have been doing some talking and with life as it is right now it seems best that i give her freedom.. so from this moment she is a free slave.. we are still friends and I hope someday I will be her master again..

Master Rob

or maybe just Rob.. not master of anything anymore.

If anyone cares.. Iam back..