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Today was even worse than yesterday. I dropped off Jen's stuff to her at work and I couldn't even look at her. I walked in and the look she gave me was nothing I've ever seen before. I can't even begin to describe how bad I feel right now. Her things are gone and so is she. My phone is gone too. No more communicating with her. I feel like a ( Read more... )

As I sit here packing her stuff into a box, memories of her and I keep coming into my mind. This shouldn't be over. Things weren't suppose to end this way. I don't even want to give all this stuff back to her in hopes that she will someday return to me and we won't hurt one another anymore. The candles have so much meaning and those have to go ( Read more... )

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So, myspace has totally taken up my time and interest and this place has been forgotten until a few days ago when I over heard a few of my friends talking about LJ. I do miss this thing..I could always write down my feelings here and not get too many people mad at me but on myspace EVERYONE can find you. It's scary ( Read more... )

Again I haven't updated in a long fucking time because I'm really hardly home anymore.  This used to be a place to vent, and I'm not keeping up very good with this. I should start though..again. It helps me ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated in a looooong fucking time.  I think it's been a little over a month.  Yeah..because of Prom.  Lets see..what has gone on.  I'm still with Jen, but I don't know what the hell is going on anymore.  She broke up with me last week and since then I just feel lost.   Softball is NOT over with for good..I will be playing on John's ( Read more... )

There are a lot of other pics too..but we have to get the pictures developed first :) hehe   here are just a few


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LOL IT makes me laugh that Hannah has deleted me from her myspace and her livejournal so I can't read anything. Well guess what..

HANNAH KISSED KELSEY THE OTHER DAY. YEah..oh fucking well. Get the fuck over it I say.

yeahhh..i forgot to inform you guys that I dyed my hair blonde lol..what a good color for me, right? :)


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