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I've come to realization that maybe Shara isn't the one I'm supposed to be with right now...or ever. She's doing to me what she did to Kimmy 2 years ago..almost exactly 2 years ago. I really am too good for this and I don't need to be sitting here crying over it and being a baby. I can find someone close to me, someone who I can share my ( Read more... )

I'm going to see Rachel today...so I'll be gone for the weekend. Hopefully I'll feel a little better when I come back.

No matter what I do..you always make me feel like shit. I'm trying so fuckin hard to get over you and its not working. =o( I just want to die.

So I got my tatto Saturday and I freaking LOVE IT!!! :) I'll put a picture up of it soon..I'm just too lazy to do it right now because I feel like shit. I'm bleeding from my crotch and I've got a sore throat like no other ( Read more... )

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I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons ( Read more... )

You know what Gobert..go be a little fucking ho and be with that stupid little cunt bag Crystal. Hopefully she'll break your god damn heart like you did with mine.

Fuck you and fuck off.

Hm, so this weekend was alright I guess. Yesterday I went and got a deep cleansing facial done and took Sam with me. I think we both really needed it. Everything was fine and dandy until the 2nd half of group when Sam was all over fucking Kristina. Sooo Jocie and I decided to leave and get chinese. So I took her home, and hung out with her for ( Read more... )

I'm getting really fucking irritated with most of my friends right now. I just wish they would back the fuck off my shit. I know what I'm doing and I know what I want and need right now in my life. I seriously am also getting really tired with this drama shit. I dont understand people..I swear. I think I need to take a break from everyone I'm ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm single. I really don't want to be. I love her more than anything in this world and I want to be with her so badly. I wish things would be different between us..I wish she would give me more attention, I wish that none of that shit happened to her in the past 3 weeks, I wish that she never would have started doing that shit again. ( Read more... )