marc jacobs is everything i want in a man. jessica in elle made me cry. i live through elle, SAD!!

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so, i know i'm always complaining and finding things wrong with my car, but it's a good thing i do! otherwise, i would have been dead about five times over. yet again, i was right, something major was wrong. i will be LUCKY if i get to leave here tomorrow evening to go back to tampa and get my stuff set-up completely for school. the worst part is

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[absolutpsycho]

i love you

what ever happened to pajama pants dan? i love how you are the MALE version of BARBIE!

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darling, i feel like giving up, but i know you would tell me "it's going to be okay" and rub my head if you were beside me.

even though this was written after you had taken in some sauce, i hope it was all sincere, because it made me feel good.

thank you for being everything to me. one of my favourite things to do is think about our times and laugh (sometimes cry, partly because they are that funny and partly because i am emotional basketcase) at how ridiculous i am/was and how you took it all and dealt. case and point: the superglue/toenail inncident -- i know i bring it up all the time, but that right there, darling, IS love. you did that for me because you knew even though it was far fetched, it would make me feel better and it was the right thing to do. i have more, but i really cannot think straight right now. i love you more than words!!

call me later this evening, i should be up pretty late (unfortunately) & am not going to the office tomorrow, but venturing to my apt. instead. <333

[absolutpsycho]

indeed. sleepover will help you sleep well and get used to your new apartment. it was all sincere too. i remember typing it. i had just had late night denny's (i got dragged into it), and i was sobering up (not taht i was drunk --- though 2.5 killians got to me....my tolerance is down...or when hasnt it been down haha)

anyways, i should be sleeping but after we hung up, i had to eat something and mommy left me chicken and rice (YOUR favourite) in the fridge. so that and some lemonade made me happy. and i had to check email.

OMG I SOLD A BOOK ON HALF.COM!!! hahaha listed those bitches in MAY! but its some girl from lakeland, coincidentally so i emailed to see if i could drop off...because shipping to (i stalker mapquested her addy) basically where starbucks is...is pointless...and media mail is something i havnt done...and it scares me lol. but if she doesnt want to meet up, ill consult you on the media mail thingy.

ok, night night.

<3

i cannot tell if i love or hate today, ugh!

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I GOT MY CAR BACK!! so sleepover, indeed, dahling. and you know that intoxicated dan is the best!! mmmmm