aww lissa!! it's ok to cry! at least you actually show your emotions... i can't ever seem to be able to show mine... like i'm ashamed of them or something... and believe me, i don't think anyone thinks your stupid for crying over Mikey leaving...he seemed like a great guy and i've never even met him!!
yea... but that's the problem, i don't want to show my emotions... like i really really really don't want to... i am ashamed of it, but i can't control it...
i wish i couldn't show my emotions either. i wish i didn't have to have someone to talk to and i could keep my feelings to myself, but i just can't and it makes me mad too cause sometimes things upset me and i don't want to cause a scene by walkin' away when we are all hanging out so i have to just sit there and try not to cry or look at anyone...
melissa, i feel ya. i get overly emotional a lot too. today i found myself staring out teh window liek God why do i have such a problem being alone and thinkin' how wendy and jay were movin' off campus and i would be all alone...i'll be on the t and just get all teary eyed and all i can do is just ask God why. but it helps me when i listen to praise and worship music or just think happy thoughts and about what I have been blessed w/. but I am more depressed than not and I feel liek i can't tell anyone up here about it cause they are all like u need to get over it or u need help so i just keep it to myself...but i'm sorry that mikey is gone...
...i cried all day yesterday too and he caught me... it was so funny.. he was like "what's wrong dear??" i couldn't really talk tho,, cause u know how sometimes when u cry u can't really speak?? i finally got it out "i'm just really sad that ur leaving, that's all" he just smiled and shook his head and gave me a hug.. he was a sweetheart about it.. saying bye to him sucked soo bad.. but oh well... that's life...
...u can always come to me when ur feeling emotional.. cause u know that me of all people wouldn't tell u to get over it ;)
lol. i miss u guys. no one up here has any sympathy. i can't wait till i come home even if it's only for a little while. sometimes it's so lonely up here and people are so sometimey and hypocritcal. i don't know if i'm ready for the world yet.
...yea.. i get the sense that they are like that too... very unreliable... i think it just might be that u befriended the wrong people perhaps.. that they aren't all like that... it does suck tho when are u coming down here... i have two weeks off school before the summer semester and two weeks off before the fall semester.. and then i gradiate ^_^ yes.. i said gradiate...lol
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at least you actually show your emotions...
i can't ever seem to be able to show mine...
like i'm ashamed of them or something...
and believe me, i don't think anyone thinks your stupid for crying over Mikey leaving...he seemed like a great guy and i've never even met him!!
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but that's the problem, i don't want to show my emotions... like i really really really don't want to... i am ashamed of it, but i can't control it...
oh.. well
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i feel soo pathetic.. lol
it's okay tho...
...i cried all day yesterday too and he caught me...
it was so funny.. he was like "what's wrong dear??" i couldn't really talk tho,, cause u know how sometimes when u cry u can't really speak??
i finally got it out "i'm just really sad that ur leaving, that's all"
he just smiled and shook his head and gave me a hug..
he was a sweetheart about it.. saying bye to him sucked soo bad.. but oh well... that's life...
...u can always come to me when ur feeling emotional.. cause u know that me of all people wouldn't tell u to get over it ;)
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i think it just might be that u befriended the wrong people perhaps.. that they aren't all like that... it does suck tho
when are u coming down here...
i have two weeks off school before the summer semester and two weeks off before the fall semester.. and then i gradiate ^_^ yes.. i said gradiate...lol
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