[personal]
tell me why i can't think straight.
why the world is spinning, and i am standing in one place.
your life inspires me to live. you inspire me to smile.
to laugh. to cry. to die.
help me lift this knife to my heart. help me slide this blade deeper.
release
let me live, help me die.
let me tear my insidesit doesn't hurt. i feel alive ( Read more... )

alright let me explain. i was on ghetto, bootleg. retarted, ujournal before so the reason my dates are so far apart is cause i wasn't using livejournal. der. so. from time to time. my lazy ass is going to copy and paste my other posts into this journal. i will update much more now. i hope. psh. who am i lying to? i will update whenever.

alright. let me just get this out. let me just summarize these last few weeks, days, minutes or whatever. hmm. i almost got bitch slapped. by a guy. my ex-boyfriend wants me back. yes the same ex who cheated on me two times, and each time SWORE that he was doing it for me. note to the guys: don't ever pull that shit. its not gonna make the ( Read more... )

daammmn homie. I haven't been up in hea for a minute yo. I mean. seriously. I know it's not even like I have a life. I'm just too lazy. and its real sad. anyways.
yep. today is valentines day. -rolls eyes- this day is sooo overrated. I swear. I went to school today. after seeing all my friends with their big ass balloons. i got just a bit [just a ( Read more... )

Name: Nika ( Read more... )

Alright so i guess im back for good i hope. Shit i haven't been on forever. I think i have withdrawal. I don't even want to go into that. Im too tired for that right now. I just got into a huge fight with my "beloved bitch slapped friend" Robbie. He thinks he's "falling for me ( Read more... )

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So I'm supposedly supposed to be watching the infamous awards. But correct me if I'm wrong..did those BASTARDS just boo Eminem?! OH God..do NOT let me get ghetto on all of there's asses. Psh..please. I'm whiter than my white friends. Ain't that right Rache? Holla at my girl. PROPS to Ray! [completely off subject] I'm pretty bored right now..where ( Read more... )

I want to help her. I know I can't. I want to shake her and tell her to let him go. Stop crying for people who wouldn't cry for you. Everything has to be shared equally. We all know guys blow. erhh. Guys suck real bad. My best friend is finding out firsthand. I want to hurt this stupid Josh fellow. He sucks more than ever.

Robbie and me are VERY good friends. Crazy...but good friends. We don't like to use the word "special" We prefer weird. Heh ( Read more... )