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The guilt I feel over my dad's death kills me. For the longest time it was my dad who took care of me, kept me alive, gave me a reason. I must be so horrible, so bad that I couldn't see how much he cared when I was cutting, running away, or attempting suicide, I couldn't see anything beyond what I was feeling. I know the truth of what I did yet
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the pain a parent inflicts upon themselves comes only from love, and to know that your father loved you must be all that you feel from this. if he couldnt handle the stress and that later lead to his death, you cannot, MUST NOT blame yourself for his loss.
you are loved. take heart.
*hugs*
-b
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