Sometimes I think I love Debbie too much for my own good...

[incubliss]

I'm pouring my entire being into this relationship. Every ounce of my energy flows toward her. And what do I get in return? It seems like she's holding back. Maybe it's because she's afraid of getting hurt. Maybe she just doesn't have it in her to give me what I want. What I feel like I need. Maybe she's spreading herself too thin. I need

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[lotusgirl]

You know where I stand on this. I know I wasn't much help the other night...and I'm so sorry for that. I promised I would always be there for you and I feel like I let you down. I just have so much going on right now. I was having such a hard time getting my head out of my own ass, to be of any help in helping you get your head out of your ass. Forgive?

[incubliss]

It's alright. I know you can't be there for me all the time.

[lotusgirl]

yes, I can't. It's a reality that hurts me. You know me...I always want to be there for everything and everybody. I think that is what got me into trouble in the first place...paying attention to everyone else and not me. But I thank you, Tom for always understanding.

Oh and I finally played FF8...for hours. You would've been so proud :)

[incubliss]

Damn right I'm proud of you! How far did you get?