I have to be there for Debbie. She needs me right now. I don't even think she knows it yet, but she needs me to help her see that Mark is using Devin to get to her. That he's not really looking out for what's best for their son. His real intentions are to get Debbie back. It's so fucking obvious to me. Every little "mistake" that he thinks ( Read more... )

nodisinthevolume: he called me today.....he's in Mexico...working on some huge ranch for credit in his class this semster.
nodisinthevolume: he is impregnating cows
Pyntie Het 2012: gah!!!
Pyntie Het 2012: HIMSELF!?
nodisinthevolume: with his hand and the help of some bull semen...yeah
Pyntie Het 2012: that's fuckin WRONG ( Read more... )

I posted this as a comment in Julie's journal, but I think it deserves to be an entry itself in mine. Julie says she's worried about me because of the situation with Debbie. This is my response, and it doesn't only apply to her:

Julie.. I don't ask much of you, but I need a huge favor from you ( Read more... )

Yes, the title is similar to one before, but the entry is totally different. I just hung out with Debbie and Denny (the guy she's been "seeing" lately). I had a really good time. We all seemed to enjoy ourselves. I was a little nervous at first.. I didn't know how to react. I actually just showed up at her house out of the blue. That was the ( Read more... )

I would like a little bit of feedback every now and then, ya know? Or at least a reminder that someone besides Julie and Veronica actually read this crap.

White kitchen wall with a thousand windows
You turn on Winston in the den
And I'm still asleep but I can hear the piano
When you make breakfast after ten
And I smell the coffee on your fingers
I still smell the perfume in the bed
The crushed linen roses are on everything
And you're still inside my head

You gotta make her know how it feels to miss ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a fucked up dream ( Read more... )

Caught in this maze ( Read more... )

So last night I had a talk with Debbie. When I told her I loved her, she said she didn't want me to have these feelings. I asked if it's because she didn't feel the same, and she said yes. (Pretty much as I thought ( Read more... )

I just got pulled over by a dude I went to school with. Said I was doing 67 in a 55, which is odd because that's what my spedometer was reading. For the longest time I thought it was off by about 5 miles because every time I drove by one of those radar sign things I was doing about 35 and it always said I was doing 30. *shrugs* I have no ( Read more... )