God, I hate this. Seeing everybody with their boyfriends reminds me that I don't have one. I hope we get back together. I put up a pretty good front when I'm around people but when I'm by myself all I do is cry. I feel like what Brandon said was right. He DID leave me and nobody wants me. I guess all I do is bitch. What am I going to do if I spend ( Read more... )

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Unfortunately, now is one of those times I was right again but I didn't want to be. Brandon and I broke up tonight for good. He told me that since our fight a couple of weeks ago that he just hasn't felt the same about me anymore. That he just doesn't love me the same. It's so hard to hear that from somebody that you've given everything to. I gave ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of this. He gets all pissed off because I don't talk to him and does he bother to find out why I don't talk to him? NO. Does he bother to find out that he hurt my feelings when he said what he did? NO, of course not. All I am is a bitch and that's all he see's. He doesn't see that when he said he was going to leave and nobody ( Read more... )

I'm really beginning to wonder if Brandon and I were meant to be. We're always fighting and when we do fight he's threatening to break up with me and I'm not dealing with it. I'm really not going to sit idily by while he takes complete control of me, exactly like Chad. I really feel like this relationship is becoming like mine with Chad. If this is ( Read more... )

Buyin awesome Christmas presents for everyone this year! Hope everyone has a good Christmas! Luv ya'll

L8ter
Tori

You know, it really seems like everything is all happening at once. Tomorrow we are having a party for my intern teacher because he is leaving and I volunteered to bring in cupcakes for the class. We went to bake them tonight and our oven isn't working. We were supposed to be getting money from our insurance company to fix the roof and to use some ( Read more... )

Everything is going much better than last weekend. I'm starting to buy Christmas presents online. I'm going to buy a couple of things for myself, too. = ) Could I resist? Me and my parents are getting along better, Thank God. I went to see Brandon today before he went to work. Angela called, when I was there. I miss her so much. I'm glad she called ( Read more... )

Okay, so Brandon and I talked and we haven't broken up. We're only taking a little bit of a break. We're not going to be writting in the notebook for the rest of the year and I'm going to give Brandon a little bit of space. I think it will be good for both of us. Maybe we could talk during the break at school and I could let off of his leash a ( Read more... )

OMG I feel like I want to die. Brandon left me today. I don't know what I'm going to do without him. Esp. if I see him with another girl because I will kick her ass so hard she'll be in the fucking hospital and I'll be charged with murder. I just don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like I just want to scream and cry. I want him to hold me but ( Read more... )