so yea....life is actually ok...all the things with the group seem to be going ok now...were finally planning concerts again...things at home are ok...willy is coming down next weekend...my mom and i are still cool but shes getting kinda sick and that sucks a lot...and i dont hang out with her as much as i use to...now that i drive im never home... ( Read more... )

well its tuesday...and i feel rele tired...life is weird right now..i kinda feel like im not actually living everything...like im just seeing myself do everything...its weird...idk...so yea...tomorrow is payday...thats something to look forward too...a lot is going on right now...and half of it i dont even know if its a good thing or a horrible ( Read more... )

well yea...im doing my project on the word lotus...and now i remembered why i love lotus'...theyre just so fucking awesome....but yea...i had to put a picture of someone that embodies the word and i put brandon....but idk what im gonna say when i have to present it...lol.."um...brandon boyd likes lotus' too..."haha..thats gonna be funny...but yea ( Read more... )

well im becoming a trainer at work...its gret...i missed school today to go to the meeting..it was fun...i worked for xenia today...shes sick so i went in at 5 but i only worked for 2 hours and they let me go...i ate there with one of the to go girls...shes very..preppy...its funny....but yea...after the meeting at work i went to go buy clo's bday ( Read more... )

well lets see...where to start...well my bday passed...it was ok....the girls and i went to the mall....took pics....and went to the movies...on the day of my actual bday i didnt rele do anything...i felt like shit...and i took my mom out to eat...funny how that turned out....lol..well then i started working again...i love it...its kinda annoying ( Read more... )

INSIDE MY MIND!"...fuck that movie is addicting...ive been singing the songs everysince i left the movie theater...im like dying to see it again...lol...so if n e one wants to see it ill go and see it with u...but yea...im not going to school tomorrow...im going to vegas with my mom to go pick up rudy...poor guy....hes all depressed and doesnt want ( Read more... )

well yea..today is saturday...i didnt do anything...anna went to the tattoo expo...i was gonna go...but i didnt want to pay 19 bucks for it...so i stayed home all day...did nothing..well i did homework...for like 5 hours...lol...theres nothing to do online...no one to talk to...except my bro...idk...ive been feeling rele weird lately...im so ( Read more... )

well there was only one hot guy at work...but still he was soo hot...wow... CUNTAGOUS!...lol...but yea...hes hot...too bad that will prolly be the last time i see him...and prolly when he was looking my way he was looking at anna or someone else...but still....he was good to look at...lol...idk...well today at school was ok...im actually doing my ( Read more... )

well yea..its 2005...crazy...my bday is soon...im gonna be 17...and ill be driving rele soon...jesus...im growing up..how scary is taht?...but yea...ive been keeping busy...they got me working a lot...today was my only day off...but yea....it was cool...anna, my mom, the ppl who live infront of us, and i went to the beach...it was coo...we walked ( Read more... )

jesus...life is soo boring...i feel like im trapped in my house...and im not even in trouble...damn...this sucks...but yea...i picked up a shift at work for tomorrow...the new girl better come in cause im not gonna close...than im working thursday, friday, sunday, monday, and i think wednesday...fun huh? man...school starts soon...sucky...i guess ( Read more... )