i've been so damn spacey lately. just so much in my head. what an interesting manic cycle i'm in. i keep finding myself zoning out. it's kind of bad ( Read more... )

so it would appear that my irrational fear of spiders is still intact T_T

Everybody should go out and buy The Dresden Dolls new Album "Yes, Virginia"
'Tis incredible!

"...after the show you cannot sing wherever you want..."
-sing

so i thought i might rant in here about ... something ...

i need to be back in classes. it's really starting to get to me now. time off is nice but looking at when i might actually get back into classes just kind of makes me despair. it may not be until spring that i'll be on my path for a degree again. i'm not even sure what that degree is anymore. i'm just so sick of doing nothing ( Read more... )

i guess i should update this thing. it's been long enough. for those that don't know (although i think that just about everyone does). i'm back home now. ray and i aren't together anymore. i'm not in school but hopefully will be come summer or fall. i don't even know where yet. i'm back at my old job but i'm doing framing now. it's pretty good. ( Read more... )

Comfortable Unknownit seems that once again ( Read more... )

"Chance favors the prepared mind ( Read more... )

happy holidays everyone!

kind of crazy how fast the time goes by...

this is turning out to be an odd kind of christmas.

major procrastinating going on right here, right now. i'm so tired and i shouldn't be. i'm pissed off and i shouldn't be.

i think i've just screwed myself over...

no, i shouldn't think like that. i'm going to do fine. damnit.