I love the fact that I can vent in this and hardly anyone will ever know what goes through my head. Everyone is so caught up in this whole myspace fad ( don't get me wrong...I am too.) Anyway...I was skimming through my old entries about how I thought I was in love and this and that...I've come to realize that the only good thing your heart is for ( Read more... )

It's two in the afternoon and I just woke up. 10 hours of sleep. I could go for round two. My entire body is still sore. It has been since Friday night. Friday...I would reminisce about it but I would rather avoid thinking of such dramatic events. I've been seeing rich pretty regularly in the past week...he's been at all the parties I have been at ( Read more... )

That sucked.I forgot my livejournal password so i couldn't log on. I'm back in michigan. I miss joe. I told him i was in love with him like..two nights before i left. I wrote him a letter and gave it to him and last night i asked him if he read it he said " i started to but i always stop because it makes me sickly sad" which makes me feel bad. This ( Read more... )

SO get this:

9 days until warped at the gorge

15 days until my flight

16 days until zoes party

17 days before scudders party.

let's have lots of fun. I hate everything about here (except my aunt and uncle) other than that..i hate everything out here. 

So....I'm confused. Do I move home or stay here? I'm starting to get a feel for the place...and making some friends while i'm at it. Alissa invited me to the tool concert with her in august...i really want to go..really bad. Maybe  i will. Um. I really want to hang out with this guy ben that i work with but i'm too shy and like...we talk....a ( Read more... )

My cousin is such a loser.  he goes up to my aunt and goes "i'm going to dye my hair. BLACK." and me and my aunt just looked at each other like...what the fuck...and i was just thinking.....stop trying to be like me, i know i'm the coolest person fucking ever...but you're not. *wink* HAHAHAHA. i crack myself up. But no, it seriously was really ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated my journal in quite some time...No big deal, but it gives me something to do on those really boring nights. I'm talking to my dad about moving back to michigan to live with him...I've never felt so torn  in my entire life. I don't think i've ever been this depressed about having to make a decision either. Like...I miss all my ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness. I just had the greatest night fucking eeeeeeeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.  It was so fun..no joke. Joe is my best friend, good deal, good deal. Scudder is enjoying the fact he can send me random ass pictures from his phone to my email. Sumo wrestlers and fingers. Weird shit. Work..is work. I talk mad shit about some of the people there. I ( Read more... )

So joe came and visited me at work yesterday and it totally made my day. It was nice of him. He called me the other day...why? "because he knew it'd make me happy" ...i wonder what's going on......hmm....
anyway...work......is alright. I don't hang out with anyone very much. kind of lame. I talk to andrea again and that's bad ass. she might fly out ( Read more... )

I love when Zoe posts updates and then deletes them!!! hah. And i love when stephanie never updates again. And i love how i rarely do either. I'm on birth control now..so i am having a BLAST with that (of course...that was sarcasm) anywho....i have to go to work.