.. What? My past? Harmful memories? I swear if my name wasn't written next to this I would have never known it was addressed to me. You did nothing of the sort. No harmful memories at all were brought up; hell, I didn't realize I that I had harmful memories. My past had nothing to do with our ..two month period when we spent time together (I hate using the word "relationship"). We were just awkward. Incredibly awkward. You have absolutely nothing to apologize for. And even if you did, in all honesty, it doesn't matter. I don't mean to crush the sincerity of your apology, but it was simply preposterous. This all probably comes off as insincere but all I'm trying to say is that you don't have to apologize to me, especially for things that I was unaware that had happened. But I do appreciate the thought and that's what counts, right? (Ugh, I hate cliches. I try to avoid them like the plague.) But good luck, Mitch. I'm not really sure with what, but good luck just the same.
you didn't crush the sincerity of my apology, i meant what i said, even if it didn't affect you, it helped me. In a way, it seemed to me that you held something against me ever since we ended our "two month period of being together" (good way of putting it, i like it. haha). it felt to me as if i had done something to make you feel sour to me, to make you feel disgusted of me when i walked into the room or anywhere near you.. to be honest it hurt me thinking i had done anything to scar my appearance towards you. which is why i tried to reach out to you through comments on here apologizing or anything i could think of at the time. i thought part of what made us awkward was that we had nothing to back our together-ness up with besides tech and flirting kindly about meaningless antics like writing on that old chair in the booth. i just felt like i could have not only tried harder, but put more thought into it.
I'm sorry you're so sorry to everyone. And Mitch, your apology is retarded and you know that everything's fine. Here's mine, I'm sorry for hating you for almost a year. Sounds silly doesn't it?
My only regret is that we don't talk much anymore. I miss opening up to a best friend a billion miles away.
this is the first time i've been on livejournal in almost two years. i was told through the grapevine that you made a public announcement and i was involved. i had to see... just one more connection to you. i've never felt the same since you've left. strange, sudden, yes. its amazing what you realize years after things have gone. years after you cant take things, or people, back. i still remember your sister's stuffed monkey named bridget. i still remember chili with your mom. i still remember dinners with the family and great debates. i will always remember the checkered hat you gave me, to match yours. we were so little.and so in love. thank you, mitch. for everything.
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Here's mine, I'm sorry for hating you for almost a year.
Sounds silly doesn't it?
My only regret is that we don't talk much anymore. I miss opening up to a best friend a billion miles away.
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just one more connection to you.
i've never felt the same since you've left. strange, sudden, yes.
its amazing what you realize years after things have gone. years after you cant take things, or people, back.
i still remember your sister's stuffed monkey named bridget.
i still remember chili with your mom.
i still remember dinners with the family and great debates.
i will always remember the checkered hat you gave me, to match yours.
we were so little.and so in love.
thank you, mitch. for everything.
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