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[indecisive__]

dear journal,
i thought that if i did it fast, and quick... he would answer. i was unsucessful--once again.
crashsite love: one day, i said that you were my stellar star. and i'm seriously sitting here day in and day out, wondering what the hell goes through your head. and the only way i can find out, is by asking you. i'd rather hear rejection,

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[ex_throwingp735]

wow...
intense.

[indecisive__]

my life NEVER used to be like this!
idk why it all of a sudden is.

[justxenough]

wow. this dylan kid seems like a real winner (and i mean that seriously, not sarcastically by the way) and uh, yea. moms suck. expecially if you have a nazi mom like mine. and yours. and from the sounds of it, stella's too.
<3

[indecisive__]

AGREED!

[4gotten_dream]

Glad you have somebody like this Dylan fellow to spend your nights with.
Sounds like fun. :]
And i hope he doesn't get arrested like you said he was before.
He seems to have a sweet-heart so i'm sure he doesn't deserve to be arrested.
Good-luck with getting the ciggs, even though i think smoking is gross gross gross. :\

I am also...glad? your friend Stella got out of rehab.
I remember when my friend came out, she and i hung out for 7 days straight.
Then her hom took her away to California.
I haven't seen her sine.
:\
but i do hope that Stellas mom isn't a complete fucking bitch and doesn't try to control her daughter forever and i hope you get to see Stella and once again cuddle up in bed.

I have found that reading your journal entires make me feel better.
Why?
I'm not sure.
But i have come to see that i lovee you. :]

[indecisive__]

really?
aw, that makes me feel special!
ILU 2!

[telephonophobia]

that seriously almost made me cry.

[indecisive__]

sigh!
i feel so bad knoing that right now he is out on the streets.

[telephonophobia]

i'm sure he's fine, you can just wish on the stars that he's okay. &he seems really sweet &the note was really cute. and the other guy, he obviously isn't worth it if he signed off&everything.

[indecisive__]

thx.
that made me feel a lot better, you have no idea.

[_______broken]

I miss thoes moments to.
But the time I thought I took viagra...o god that was bad.

[indecisive__]

it was so funny though!!

[_______broken]

Hells yea