Sometimes I feel that I would be better off without emotions. They consume every part of me. I also dislike getting crushes on boys. In my experiences, they are only called crushes because by the end of it, all that is left is crushed dreams. I even like a boy now, nobody knows that I do but I can't help it. I am not supposed to like him, nor am I really allowed to. If emotions would just go away. I wouldn't have to be burdened by the guilt associated with everything. It would simplify many situations but then...
she told me to look the other way while she casually spelt the words 'i love you' with minature playing cards. she pressed my hand to her chest and i felt her heart racing, but only i would know mine was moving twice as fast. we've talked about the 4 letter word before, but i think this is the first time we're realizing our true feelings for one another
Sometimes I wish everything was simple. I wish that we didn't have to grow up and watch the people we surrounded ourselves with, disappear. I wish that everything in this life would be as easy to understand as a,b,c, and as easy to deal with as 1,2,3. I don't know how to deal with emotional stress. School, I'm fine. Family, I'm fine. Relationships, I'm screwed. I wish I didn't get as emotional as I do. And sometimes, I even wish that I was as cold as a stone. Never caring or thinking about how I feel or how others feel. I just wish I was numb to everything....
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I also dislike getting crushes on boys. In my experiences, they are only called crushes because by the end of it, all that is left is crushed dreams. I even like a boy now, nobody knows that I do but I can't help it. I am not supposed to like him, nor am I really allowed to.
If emotions would just go away. I wouldn't have to be burdened by the guilt associated with everything. It would simplify many situations but then...
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I don't know how to deal with emotional stress. School, I'm fine. Family, I'm fine. Relationships, I'm screwed. I wish I didn't get as emotional as I do. And sometimes, I even wish that I was as cold as a stone. Never caring or thinking about how I feel or how others feel. I just wish I was numb to everything....
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