i am sad. cry me a river.

so this week started off sour (supreme): I overslept, waking up at 10:30am, in my bed in ORLANDO with a 12:30 class to make...sounded doable in my determined, forced optimism, no? NO. All the fuckers from Daytona decided to drive on I4, so I cruised along, sandwiched between RVs and pickup trucks at 30mph to Tampa...walked into my class 25 minutes ( Read more... )

i've wanted to write a lot lately, but i simply havent found the time or found my bearings on how i've been feeling about most things lately. i know that i'm sick and that my throat hurts. i know that i've felt incredibly alone this week ( Read more... )

realizations of the day ( Read more... )

yesterday in my class about the Middle East, there was a kid playing a war/shooting game on his laptop. he managed to participate in class somehow.

i don't know, i just had to laugh at the situation. it's a class about the conflict(s) in the Middle East and he's clicking his mouse to shoot a gun.

oh, and PS...i love emily dickinson.

I'M GETTING MY HAIR CUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

[excitement]

Though I think it's important that I keep this regular sleeping schedule, getting up the same time everyday (10am!), I really don't like feeling tired all the time. I was discussing this the other day with my friend about this whole 8 hours of sleep thing and how I felt so lazy sleeping 10+ hours every night...but maybe I'm a 10 hour person. I've ( Read more... )

it makes me sad that my grandma doesn't take care of herself anymore. it makes me sad that she sits down all day, reading trash novels and doing crossword puzzles. she only looks happy when it's time to eat or time to watch a movie (but she doesnt like good ones, she HATED napoleon dynamite and only liked shaun of the dead b/c it was british...) ( Read more... )

you know, where you put the songs on shuffle, and write down some of your fav lines, and then YOU have to guess what they are (title and artist). lame, fun, WHATEVER. i was bored. guess away ( Read more... )