i'm not counting on you reading this, so here goes...

i dig you. i don't know why, but i do. you intrigue me. now, there are times when i don't like you and everything is 'whatever', but i think deep down inside, i do. there's about 95% of me that is certain nothing could come out of this but that 5% thinks otherwise. i feel that the times i don't ( Read more... )

it's been over two years since i've last written.

as i read through my past entries, i can't help but to think of how much things have changed. my mind, my life, my surroundings... everything.

anyway, i wanted to write about something, but i'm at work so my time is very limited. another day!

i've spent these last two days away from los angeles.

.drinking shots of jagermeister
.smoking (not too much though)
.sleeping
.eating
.renting movies
.enjoying myself

i need more days like this.

i need more days like this, away from you.
sometimes, i'd rather not try but i know it is the key to my success in this ( Read more... )

hmm...

hmm...

hmm...

hmm...

i'm kind of tired.

i'm feeling uncomfortably different. as in, i notice myself changing. i haven't been as attached to situations/people/stuff as i used to be. when something happens, it happens, and i'm over it. it's a weird feeling, but i do indeed like it.

whatever. (and that is exactly how it ends).

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i'm stealing the internet.

besides, this world should practice the act of sharing.

despite what happened last night, i still hate you.

i'm not sure what's going on... am i taking things the wrong way or reading it in such a different manner ( Read more... )

i'm dead.

i love my job. i'm digging the apartment (even with all the 'excess baggage' it may come with). i figured my future (still a bit tentative but sounding real good to me)... i want to get into production or game development.

what else?

things aren't bad at all. not so much anyway.

screw it.