someday you just have to ask yourself, "What the freakin' heck do you want??!!"

I want to feel pretty again. I want to be loved. I want to not be alone.

I am such an idiot.

Jesus, be my life.

( My BIRTHDAY! )

Coolest moments of my week ( Read more... )

Adventure of the Day: I swam a 200 m without running out of breathe….but could only run 1/3 of a mile before I cried. Jumped off the diving board three times…and I can scream! And tore a fingernail off the finger till it bled ( Read more... )

We gave Erin a surprise going away party at Courtney's last night. We sat around and watched video from our New Zealand trip..and prayed…and blessed her going so far from home.
She walks around saying “oh MY go-osh” all morning now.
God is the greatest Provider.
He rocks.

I’m going to miss my best friend

okay...I have little internet access...so here is my entry from last tuesday, that I wrote off-line ( Read more... )

Its on a day like this that I wish I could be married. And have someone who wants to come and be with me and hold me when its thundering.

I hate being alone.

I haven't spoken to another human in five hours.

Now I feel like a moody teenager ( Read more... )

one of my oldest (as inI've known her the longest) and dear friends made a prom outfit out of ducttape entirely! Please vote for her and her date ( Read more... )

hmm...soo, I cant wait until I have a life, so I dont wait around in my room watching stupid television shows until my friends get off work so we can do something. And then they are too tired ( Read more... )