yup, about a month ago I stopped taking my effexor because I suspected it was what was making me ill ( Read more... )

Now i remember that part of a restraint where they remind you how important it is to keep your head down... even when you think a client/resident is calming down ( Read more... )

Got a shot in my ass today. 2 weeks of hell and I'm back on Prednisone. ugh.

i've never had a shot bleed like that before. it's on my tush/hip... i have blood on my jeans. the pad on the bandaid was soaked. blah! No wonder it hurt!

another 2 weeks of steriods. Seriously, I really wasn't looking to GAIN weight right now.

bored and lacking direction. need to find some motivation...

overwhelmed with emotion.

*sigh*

another financial blow. I ran over my sisters cat. HE survived, but now I have to take him to the vet cause he's not using one leg.

I feel very seriously bad about this.

Yup, grama passing wasn't emotionally hard enough. So I'll just make my emotional state more fragile.

I'm smrt.

My Grandma isn't doing well. Hospice care. Truth is, she may not make it through the night.

I spent a few hours there today... she's not responsive. I want her to go, as much as it hurts. My Grandma died 3 years ago... the rest of her needs to meet up and be with my grandfather.

*sigh*

still hurts, though.

HELP!

So, i corrupted a .dll on my laptop and itwouldn't boot up.

no biggie, it still had the former owners everything on it and I wanted to wipe it anyway.

HEre's where I'm stupid... is there a difference between windows for a pc and a laptop? now I can't get it to recognise a wireless connection, etc.

Fuck me.

yup, another case of "Angela likes boy, boy disappears"