had a really good weekend. dissapointed that we didn't get to stop and say hi to heather and caleb though. Kevin told me he loved me. I love him too aint it great!!! went and saw mikes grave and then we saw Dave, it was hard, i kept it together for leanna, kevin and dave but i just wanted to break down and cry. It tore up kevin's heart to face ( Read more... )

SO this weekend was good i guess. Kevin bought me three roses and a orchids *my favorite*** i miss him. Goin to see him tomarrow if my mom will give me a ride. I feel so bad for heather she crashed her car friday and Adam hit his head on the windshield. Yeah that was weird having Adam and Mikey and Kevin all in the same room !!!! ha oh well. Got a ( Read more... )

feb 15, the day my dad died. I hate february. Took the day off of school today. Figured i needed it i've been workin real hard lately. got my app into Bowdain yesterday !!! finally :) now i get to do Farmington's app. Glad i'm stayin in maine now. Havn't even done anything else on Berea app. Which is a good opportunity for me to go to college FOR ( Read more... )

Just got out of class. Boring as usual. Waiting for my ma to get the F of the phone so that I can call my kev. I look forward to talking to him every night and she knows this so what does she do HOGS THE FUKCIN PHONE!!! oh well i'll have to wait as friggin usual. I know my mom will send me flowers, she always does. I wish I had money so i could ( Read more... )

I feel so much better today. Restraining order on Rusty is takin effect! I didn't want this to be this way but i guess he left me no choice! Kev is georgeous though so i am not complaining. He's good to me and I finally believe that I deserve this. He deserves someone like me too. Sam left him high and dry and i guess everything happends for a ( Read more... )