i'm sad that i have to remind people of my existence.
i'm turning my cell phone off until i feel like i'm missed.

i've been having dreams that involve the most caring people i know. either i beat the shit out of them or they're chasing me and i'm afraid.

i ran four miles today.. three everyday last week.

and i look more spaniard everyday.

I'm in chemistry class.

I already learned everything Professor Debska has been teaching us.. thank God. Her accent is too thick to understand anything anyway.

I hate who I am lately.

i've decided that i'm going to write a suicide letter every night that i can remember from now on.

well, my hamster just died.

i held her for four hours apologizing to her and crying. her breathing got heavier and heavier, her body was so weak. then she started shaking and died. she was trying so hard to live.

i'm so devastated.

i fainted at the tanning salon today. at least i was burnt pretty.

..

i wish i had back dimples! ugh!

you know.. back dimples?

/sob

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another day where i'm still up at 5:34 am.

i'm getting off birth control after i get my period. my brother drank all of the green tea with ginseng, i was left eating a clementine.

i hope they open a jamba juice around here somewhere. i want sweet fruits.