i hate how much i love you boy
i cant stand how much i need you
i hate how much i love you boy...
but i just cant let you go
and i hate that i love you so

And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really overAnd I don’t know ( Read more... )

wow its been quite awhile since ive logged on here ( Read more... )

i wish i could touch you again..

i wish i could still call you friend..

nothing.
no words can describe what im feeling.

so much has been going on..but ( Read more... )

small group tonight was wonderful ( Read more... )

I should have told you I sold my soul to an angel
I should have showed you this world is not my own
I should have wrapped you,
wrapped you like a present
I should have gotten to you before you were grown

I should have whispered in your ear when you were lonely
I should have taken you,
taken you by the handI should have told you, you were, ( Read more... )

what is WITH all these guy "friends" that i go hang out with..trying to kiss me goodnight?! no. no. NO!!! HELL NO! boys you would KNOW if i wanted you ..and what i want is SO far from you. sorry. ugh =/

anyway..just got home. then watched some talledega nights!
dear eight pound six ounce baby jesus..
haha

i am so effing depressed.