So, to be quite honest, i really am sick of writing about how lonely i am, and how much i want to be loved, but for some reason, when i get online, i always get the feeling of loneliness. It was nice saturday, becuase i didnt feel lonely at all, but then sunday, i did eve worse. im going to try to get over this crap, so you guys dont ahve to keep ( Read more... )

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Saturday was fun, unexpected, entertaining, dramatic, exciting, lovely, and overall good.(that sounded like a movie review) I hope you all had fun.
Anyone want to hang out today or tommorow? ive got nothing to do. i bought some new movies yesterday and need someone to watch them with, so call me if you want!
Well, i guess thats all.

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Anyone who is coming, try to scrounge up any money you can.

ALL of you need to call me though.

i need to bitch, but i dont want to bitch. im tired of being all emo, and im tired of being alone, im tired of EVERYTHING failing and failing miserably, im tired of not feeling, im tired of wanting, im tired of onlooking, im sick of pain, i want to love, no one will love me (more than friends), i can keep anyone arround, i cant fuckin understand ( Read more... )

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Italics -not true
Bold -5 best that apply

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. ( Read more... )

So, ive figured it out.
I am NEVER writing in here again, about new guys i meet.
EVERY(never fails) time i do...it ends up another failed atempt.
Yes, i know writing them in the journal is not what make sthat happen, its me. but still. im not going to do it. besides, i know you all dont want ot hear about it anyway.

When we met light was shed ( Read more... )