I hate having the sudden inspiration to write something amazing that explains all of my feelings in the most perfect of words, then having my mother walk in and deleting all of it before she sees it; then having to wait half an hour to try again and failing miserably. I feel even more weighed down than I did this morning and the morning before and ( Read more... )

I am doing yet another paper bashing Wal-Mart for English. I must say, my anger against Wal-Mart will never cease to be, it only keeps getting larger and larger. One big firey ball of anger which I am ready to break apart into smaller balls of firey anger to hurl at all the Wal-Marts that occupy this earth. Don't think I won't. URGSSSSSSS ( Read more... )

I feel like it's time for a new change. I just don't know what the change will be yet...I was wondering if anyone had any ideas. I feel like I'm going to be miserable until this change happens. I would cut my hair...but it's not time for that yet. I can still stand it. It shall be cut when I absolutely cannot stand it anymore ( Read more... )

Soooo...Kara's party...it was good but it was also pretty bad ( Read more... )

Today started out with me being depressed like everyday but today I just didn't feel like hiding it today. Sorry if I was a bitch to anyone. But at the end of the day things got ten times betterrrr ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got two more pairs of much needed pants pants and a shirt ( Read more... )

I know most people haven't read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, but there's this amazing poem by some poet I can't remember and the poem was in the book. Every time I read it I cry because it's so sad. I just felt like posting it...because I can so I suggest you read it =)

( The Poem )

Where is this feeling coming from? I haven't felt it in so long it's almost foreign. It's so different from what I'm used to that I don't know if I want it to stay or go. I hate all the other feelings that come with it. I feel so useless. Just an unwanted prescence. Why do I have absolutely no motivation to change? Why do I just sit there wishing ( Read more... )

I have read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower 3 times in the past couple days; each time there's sentences that I never realized were there ( Read more... )

Just watched The Butterfly Effect ( Read more... )