my day has consisted of all sorts of fun ( Read more... )

//grr, i hate indifference... i think
for this weekend:hmm, i'm not sure, i feel now like i'm not going to have a good time, but i know once i am there i'll enjoy myself.
for the month of june: oh, ugh! i know i don't really want to go at all, but i know i should, and moreso, i know i have to for the sake of family as well. then again, i don't ( Read more... )

...I read you now as I write you, upon the instant ( Read more... )

"do not go astray,"
i told her, "nothing will ever changeshe was living unstably ( Read more... )

within analyzing myself ( Read more... )

it's almost cold enough to write a dumb entry in my livejournal saying 'brr, it's cold' -jen

it's cold

obsessions with betrayal ( Read more... )

"happy goddamned birthday to me"


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swallowing bullets for breakfast ( Read more... )

i didn't (necessarily) feel alive ( Read more... )